Hopefully the last,

Hopefully this is my last to think of you, you kept running inside my head every freaking single day. The last time i will stalk you in social media. Hopefully this can be very soon.

Hopefully this is my last to reminisce the unbarable happy memories that i have with you. They all seem vivid and real.

Hopefully my mind and heart wont miss you. Like it was always the first time when we meet.

Hopefully the universe conspire to help me forget you. Though assurance isn’t in my favor now. Maybe days, weeks or months after i will.

Hopefully i can be fair enough to the one who loves me the most. Saying good bye to you breaks my heart but it will heal eventually.



I dont trust my ability in story telling. I have the tendency to run out of words. Like now. 😁. To sum it up Batanes is one hot chamer of the PH. Ivatans may not appreciate or see it as I/we do since we dont stay there but damn!!! Being in the northern part is felt like to be inch away from heaven. Paradise!

Holy days

Never can I remember that during Holy days we go out for vacation. I can say it is a tradition, but more than that, it is our devotion to be part of God’s beautiful suffering that led to our freedom.

Yes it is an anual recollection from what had happend more that 2000 years ago. Reminiscing each way to the cross with Jesus. The least, I can show how thankful I am that He is my God and my Saviour.

Last night was surreal. It was one of the mass celebration that I felt I am inches away from Papa Jesus. Each Psalms was sang by the soloists that made me feel that im surrounded by cherubims and seraphims.

Thank you for the hug Papa Jesus. I would always long for that. Thank you for all of your sicrifices just to show us how much you love us. 🙂

I am a Catholic. I am proud to be one


I am on the midst of procrastination. I will get married on the last month of this year. Most of the suppliers are booked (it is good news). I am like an eager tigress before, i got so excited on all of our wedding preps and never thought i would reach this point. A sudden melt down of the unsinkable faith.

Getting Married

When a man is asked why did you propose already? He might answer because I know she is the one. I dont want to lose her.

On the other end, woman would answer, I.accepted it because I love him and he is the only one I see myself with in time.

Both an honest answer but really why all of us get married?

Getting into the depth of marriage is not a joke. It is not a trend that everyone should follow. It is a deeper commitment that two person agreed upon for better or for worst. You have to be holistically ready for everything that may occur.

It is not just what your parents want but ask yourself “what you really want” because there is no turning back.

Sa tuwing naalala kita…

Hindi naging tayo, walang naging tayo pero bakit naramdaman ko na sa bawat tawag na nakikita ko ang pangalan mo sa telepono ko, ngumingiti ako ng inboluntaryo. Sa mga kwento mo na minsan iwas sa mga gusto ko pero natutunan ko na pakinggan na walang reklamo. Sa bawat letra na binubuo ang mga salita mo, bumubigkas ka na parang awit na tagos sa puso. Sa bawat pag aalala lalo na nung nasa digmaan ka, di ko maiwasan isipin kung anjan ka pa ba? Pero tapang mo at determinasyon napatunayan ko. Sa ilang buwan na araw araw kitang kausap, sa araw na tayo’y nagkikita. Kumakabog dibdib ko ng walang patumanga. Sa iyo, kaya kong maging ako. May kaya palang pumantay sa daldal at kulit ko. Parang ikaw at ako, parang tayo. Kaya siguro umaasa ako. Pero hindi ko alam, hindi ko sigurado kung sumugal ba ako paano?

Parang ikaw at ako, parang tayo. Kaya siguro ako umasa